Good bye animals :(

My moms been telling me to look for homes for my animals im dreading that day when i have to give them up. Just to fill you in i have.... 2 goats 25 chickens 1 dog 1 cat and 2 fish. Unfortuently when the family splits me and my mom are going to an apartment so... No large animals allowed. Ive dreaded the day where my dog dies for years. And now i wont even be able to see him finish grow up. Everyone keeps telling me its going to get better at first i had hope. But now ive since completly lost it